Hello. hello. I've been away for almost 2 months, because I followed my heart, and well, I realised that it wasnt really my heart, but that little crazy part of me that makes me love my fandom so much.. yes obsession, so I'm back in full, crazy capacity. Gotta love it.
I will be reccing, and posting my stories because I have some lined up.
And Now for the recs..
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Author: mikes_grrl
Fic:Obligations
Stats: f/k post- cot
Site:
Why I like it:
Well, i was just going to post this because of the recent problems in the fandom, but then i read it, and realized that I had been reading this story the past month, probably about 4 times already.
It's a good one. short Flashfiction, but still so good. post-cost, short delemia.
Gotta love the porn. Why turn your back on any?
- Music:ben folds, forever and ever amen
So whats the deal, I read all the peoples posts. "Why, i'm hurt" or what ever... what happened? someone dissed Vecchio, everyones too nice. No one can be honest when they read pure crap.
So what happened, for real. I don't care you can boy cot me,
Ya alot of storys suck, and I don't like Vecchio, but with out Vecchio where would we be at. Seriously.
due south, is made up of f/v, f/k, v/k, then all the other 10, or 20 pairings out there.
And there is some really bad fiction, but we aren't proffesionals, at least not all. i think some of my own stuff sucks, and I was told that...
Oh wait there was some honesty.
I know this insensitive post is not going to help, and Im not really a cement character i the dS world, but i've watched it for a while, and what I have noticed, is that there is a definite feeling of exclusiveness with members. Not very welcoming. I dont feel welcome, but i'm not that kinda person. I think writing anything in general for this fandom is good, may it be Vechhio, or Kowalski, becuase one day it's going to die off, if we don't kick it up a notch.
God, even the polite posts about this mysterious argument are overly nice. people putting their two cents in and shake your hand after, please and thank you. I like pineapples too, wait or egg plants.. all i know is one of them i easier to get into round holes... And that's what this filthy fandom comes down to. sex.
If you don't want to read about a balding, italian middle aged man, having gay sex with a skrawny, wrinkle faced pol, then don't. I think i'll just start writing Fraser/Fraser storys, hes better looking then all of them.
Caseclosed. get a life.. cause god knows i dont have one
Theres the truth.
- Music:benfolds
Merry Christmas.
Title: Thankfully
Author: Telltail_heart
Pairing: f/k
Raiting:R. violence, gore
Length: 3 pages.
Author's Notes: I wrote this because I wanted to make christmas really special.
"winnie the pooh, winnie the pooh"
Thankfully
The air was dry and cold, and chapped his skin. He sat back in the tent with the small kerosene stove and applied the balm that Fraser had given to him at the beginning of their journey to his face. It smelt like mint, and he signed in relief as the tingle of the balm took away the tightness of his skin from the relentless cold.
Outside the tent, Fraser had been messing around with the dogs, fixing their harnesses and laying down the chow before turning in for the night.
The sound of the dog’s frantic howls brought his head snapping to attention, he felt his skin jump off his bones, and he tossed the balm instinctively getting to his feet, and struggling into his layers.
“Fraser! Yo, what’s up?!” Ray bellowed as he slipped his thick outer gloves on over his thinner insulating ones.
He tripped out of the tent and gasped from the shock of the sight before him; a trail of blood led away from the dogs, and at the beginning of the bloody mess lay the slashed bodies of a few of the team. Sasha, and Tricky..
Ray scrambled over to the dogs, franticly looking around into the white barrens, seeing nothing but the bloody trail, and the dead mutilated dogs, their intestines gnawed on still steaming from life on the ice- but not seeing Fraser. The other dogs whined and shook.
“Fraser! Benton! Benton!”
Ray slipped on the ice, scrabbling after the bloody trail, and in his confusion he tripped and fell over the small incline where they had set up camp, snapping his ankle on a spiked protruding rock as he had fallen violently landing on the ice below. He clenched his teeth biting through his tongue from the sudden pain. Blood gushed out of his mouth onto the ice, and he screamed through the blood, when he saw what was happening, a mere metre from his broken fall.
A polar bear was hunched over, massive and powerful and blood soaked. One paw pinned Fraser’s lifeless body against the snow covered ice, as it tore strips of skin, and vain, and cartilage from the bones of his body. His limbs were flopped unnaturally and contorted, and smeared with blood. The bear tugged violently and a strip of skin and muscle ripped from Fraser partially severed right arm. Patches of white could be seen on his torn face and in his hair where his skull was exposed and bloody. His eyes were wide and blue, and when he look into their dead stare and felt a part of himself die forever in that moment. Ray threw up at the sight and in his vomit a chunk of his tongue and a few of his teeth lay in the bloody ice.
Then the bear turned on him from all the noise, and he tried to get away frantically, scrapping his gloved hands against the ice, and kicking his body backwards with his good foot, back up the small hill. But it was useless, the bear was on him tugging at his uninjured leg powerfully, jerking on it persistently and he felt as the socket gave way, with a crunching, grinding snap.
His screams filled the crisp perfect air of the wild arctic, where nature prevails and man is a mere trespasser into one of the true undiscovered havens of the world, and Ray’s life.
It was supposed to be his adventure. It was supposed to the beginning to the rest of his new life. It wasn’t supposed to end like this.
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Ray woke up screaming, and screaming, tears running down the sides of his face. Oh, he felt sick, “Oh God,” he cursed, as the warm body beside his stirred abruptly, pulling him close.
“Ray, Ray? What’s wrong?” Concerned voice, loving voice, Fraser’s voice...
“Horrible dream, oh god, terrible—a bear was eating you, then me, and you were dead and the bear ripped my leg off, and oh God that was so real” Ray trembled from adrenaline caused from the dream, but the warm body around him was so damn soothing and real, he began to calm down.
“Shhh,Shhh.” Fraser soothed and stroked a hand across Rays back, and shoulders comforting him.
“It’s okay, come on, just a bad dream,” he urged Ray to lie down, and Ray followed into Fraser’s arms, “Just a bad dream... go to bed Ray, tomorrows Christmas, and we need rest for the day’s events” Fraser whispered, into Rays hair. “Mmmkay,” Ray murmured, and felt warmth swell in every inch of his body.
Tomorrows Christmas, and they were both in bed, and alive, and not bear chow, thank god! “Terrible dream,” he mumbled into the night, and Fraser responded with a tight squeeze of his arms, and that was all Ray needed, all he ever needed, Fraser.
But, before the silence took them both into sleep once again, he slurred, “Merry Christmas, Ben” and fell back into his dreams. Of bears...
The End.
Merry Christmas to all!
- Location:bed
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:ben folds, forever and ever amen
Author: By Slim and Without Me
Fic: Restraint
Stats: m/m Marshall Mathers AKA Eminem, Alex Krycek (Known From the Xfiles, yea you know him), Hurt, violence domination, rape, ah.. R,
Site: http://www.geocities.com/slimslash/
Why I Like It:
Oh My GOD!!!!
This story literaly changed my life, in really dirty way I guess. The endless jokes... handing it out at school (cause everyone loves eminem right?), ahh, the poster of him on my wall, and lastly the metal hand... which makes sense when you read this beautiful story of a special nature that just makes you wanna go out and get a metal hand...
So, ahh.. you got, who else, Marshall Mathers, in Detroit. Drunk. alone. depressed. Drunk. Then who strolls on up into this pissy, disrespectful celebitys life, but one super freak, or something.. metal hand owning ex- Xfile alumni. Alex Krysek
Post Xfiles I believe, I never really followed his character, all I Know is that he wants to teach Marshall some manners.
There is a very special dynamic, and coorispondingly atmosphere which is created in this story. Makes it into a world that makes you feel either very dirty, or very good.
Eminem gets tortured, Raped, and Alex does it all with an attiture, that makes everything okay.. kinda, if you have a problem with kidnapping and rape... And let me just let you in the best part. Marshall thinks it's okay as well!
Well developed characters, story line, back history. It is the world of Restraint.
You have to read this, there is no way to exsperience Restraint without reading, so read, it's so good!
!GOLDSTAR!
- Location:the depths of my heart
- Mood:
pleased - Music:matt good, omg diff music!!!
Now here we go...
Author:Kellie Matthew
Fic: Playing Wolf
Stats: Nc-17, f/k, OMC, post-cot, chicago
Site: kellie land
Why I Like It:
Well... This is one of the fics that I went to read, but never did. I would look at it, then kinda hum and move on to one that would bring me the instant gratification which I crave (smut!!!!!!!) But, well what can I say, I finally read it cause I'm a whore for the fandom, and it was there, and god what a mistake I had made passing this gem up!
First off you got Fraser, Ray-- always good, especially when they are in an established, we live together and make house, and fuck and love couple. Ah, but then there is a younger, more straping reminder from the past (for Fraser), who comes to visit. Although him being straping has no significance to their relationship. Don't Worry, no tag team with junior.
And I don't like that, my obssession makes me feel bad when their love isn't exsclusive. It makes me rock in the shower, and cry and stuff, and wonder why I havn't gone to the doctor yet. HAHAHA!
Well all I can finish off with cause this one is a doozy, is that there is a scene with some great rimming... and that really has nothing to do with the story, except that I really just love the sex more then anything, and this story is just as great as the sex. A real good fic.
!GOLDSTAR!
Go forth and read! And I'm trying not to rec such classics, but it's hard!
and I didnt spell check!
- Location:a place that is in hell but a little cooler
- Music:hmmm BENFOLDS!!! AHHHHH
Wow It's been a while since I've posted, but life called, and a messed up sleeping pattern, and actually having to do stuff and work. agh. I'm a lazy creature.. when it comes to obligation. (!Too much info! AHH>) Hopefully now I can manage, new job, new hours, and get back into the reccing. I did write a few short stories, one of which I like, and one of which I don't, but as I already know I am my worst critic. I will be posting my new story soon(and maybe one of the others), Im so happy that I finally finished it still.
Annnd Here's a rec--
Gotcha!
- Location:hellll
- Music:ben fold WTF, never change my tunes!
Had to share!
- Location:neverland ranch
- Music:b bben folds
Author: Shedoc
Fic: Machanic at Stony Creek, Family at Stony Creek, Crisis at Stony Creek
Stats: post-cot, f/k, hurt/comfort, pg-13, nc-17 (i think) series, angst.
Site: dS Fiction Archive Search Result
Why I Like It:
So, this series is a little different... First off the tone is a little heavy throughout the entire thing. Kinda like if Perils wasn't so happy. It's Perils evil twin... in an alternate universe.
But, there is a reason for that, as in the tone. Angst
Ray had been injured, (that is all I will say) so obviously because the character of Ray is very bitchy, and at times negative. He is protrayed as, not a happy camper. He loves Fraser and makes the big move to Canada, although Fraser does not know, at the point of the stories introduction.
You can probably imagine that there is the process of the. hook up, between Fraser and Ray, and then after that the journey begins. There is a investigative story line throughout the first fic, then the second, as the title say's 'Family', although this family likes to make Ray feel like shit, so that's amusing, (Ray's pain, once again). The third story, was not so much to my liking, because I cannot remeber it so well, yet it is still good.
This series shows another side to the possible dynamic which could be formed and substained between, Ray Kowalski and Benton Fraser, yet with a twist of angst due to the 'injury', that is really great to have in the mix.
- Location:helll
- Mood:
refreshed - Music:Radiohead- fake plastic trees
OH God! you know... i don't really know if anyone is even coming here... but i will carry on because I love the dS.. I read my own rec... Wide Open Places, man I can never get enough of that one. ah..
Author: Kellie Matthew
Fic: Knowing The Place
Stats: Nc-17, f/k, post-cot.
Site: kellie's, and serge protector.
Why I Like It:
Well, I kinda feel like I'm cheating with this one, but I like it... It's got lots of sex..
I really go for the long, sex filled, warm and fuzzy's. Of course I read them all, but my favs usually are sex filled as much as possible, and this story fits that criteria very aptly.
First off the beginning is a little tricky, and you are kinda like "Oh, Angst alert" But then it's *bam* sex, sex, and more sex.
SEX!
Need I say more...
(Sorry for reccin the oldies, if you've read them all, as well, but you gotta apreaciate the roots.
God It's hard When there are so many...
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Author: Caroline Alert
Fic: Walking in The Sky
Stats: f/k, R, rape, hurt/comfort.. 200 pgs about, very small text - would suggest making it larger so your eyes don't bleed
Site: Alchemy
Why I Like It:
This came to mind immediately.
You ever get the feeling when you are reading something, that it could have only been conceived due to an individual’s raw talent...
This is the case with Caroline Alerts, Walking in The Sky. This is the only story that I have ever read, where I actually get the impression that the stories Characters, preconceived storylines, and everything which could be identified with dueSouth, is actually the Authors original creation. The only reason I have to attribute this impression, is perhaps because this story is, an original, composed in 1998. It's like looking through the eyes of a writer when the first notion of Fraser and Kowalski, as a plausible sexual pairing came into light.
(Yet, this is my own personal opinion surrounding this story, and in no way means that there are not other stories of such, artist creations, which are the warrant such praise! Cause god I love them all.)
Now for the story, there is a degree of angst that I actively stay away from. I don't like angst, and because of that I am probably not the best person to come looking for Recs of such nature, yet this story is an exception.
Ray Kowalski is recovering from a violent attack of rape, which has caused a great amount of psychological damage to his persona. There is a chemistry between himself and Fraser, who becomes his verbatim care giver and companion, yet due to Ray's mental incapacity to bring forth his feelings into reality-- this, is where the beauty is found.
(oww big words tonight, thanks to Asimov, who I might just recc in time. )
I hope that I have inspired, The Big Read.
Thumbs up!
I actually spell checked! so any grammer mistakes are Words!
- Location:helll
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:b...en..FOLDS!!!! AHHH --five.
It's so hard to sleep when there are Recs... too Rec!
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Author: Welmach (!heart!)
Fic: Deception, and the sequel, Revelations
Stats: Nc-17, f/k, post-cot, kidnapping, torture, and one pissed mountie. Harlequinesque.
Site:
Why I Like It:
God, I just love Welmach...
Well firstly, there is deception! And, once again Ray is tortured, and gee golly, I just love that! And because Ray is the victim of said torture, of course, Fraser doesn't like that one bit. mmm (yes, that gets an mmm)
I really don't want to say too much, don't want to give away the plot. This story ( or both combined into the power of one) is kind like a warm cup of tea, or some strong pills perhaps... if that's your thing. Relaxing and engaging, and amusing, and leaves you with a smile in the end. Kinda like comfort food. You just gotta love good old fashioned 'Fraser-to-the-rescue' fic.
I know I do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And if that doesn't convince you, then you got your Stella, your Vecchio, your Turnbull. Welsh, and I can't remember who else, but God, quite stalling just read!
!GoldStar! (indeed)
Thumbs Up! For another Ray's in pain moment!
- Location:HELLLL
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:BEN FOLDS!!! ONCE AGAIN!
Well, that's enough for the night, time for me to turn in, I have a long day ahead of me, paiting, and reccing, and I do need to get in my 5 hours of reading for the day... ahh. I hope you enjoy my recs, I enjoyed them I hope you do too.
--peace
- Location:hell
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:the crappy song at the end of Stardust.
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Once again from, stop_drop_porn. Although you would have to seach the calender to find past stories.
Author:Riadsala
Fic: Two For the Money
Stats: f/k,OMC(watching), nc-17, Fist Time, Au, ManWhores!
Site: Livejournal
Why I Like It:
Oh God, male prostitutes... and watching, and sex mmm.
Lets just say, when a John likes to watch, who else would you get. Apart from that tidbit, there is a depth to the connection that these two sex workers find, and in such a short and sexy amout of time that it is truley touching. An example of how love can be found in any place... ah romance
Thumbs Up! and when you read you will truley see how twisted I am.
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Author: Riadsala
Fic: for, CherryIce (this was written for Cherryice, the livejournal persona, and future rec victim)
Stats: "Ray/OMC post-Stella
PG-13 aka kissing and gropage." Authors quotes
Why I Like It:
Haven't read. Just listing all of stories for my own pleasure, and cataloging purposes.
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Another Stop_drop_porn.
Author: Riasala
Fic:Fraser's Day Off
Stats: NC-17, F/Plastic, Toys, challenge, oh and Ray watching.
Why I Like It:
I think my stats say's it all. I read over this just now. Nice... I love toys, in boys.. Ah, that just sounds so bad.
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And he, (cutey) had a prompt over at dS_flashfiction, for the badFic! Challenge. Great site that is chocked full of so much gold, you can't go wrong.
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- Mood:
crazy
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Found this story, and my next post at same, time, same stop_drop_porn challenge. Fantastic. Great place to find fics, usually very short, but this one is little longer.
Author: Mickeymvt
Fic: Chance Encounter
Stats: f/k, Fist Time, NC-17 (i think), Challenge, !YES!
Site:Livejournal (where you can find a number of erotic hockey pics!LOL)
Why I Like It:
Well, they are 16, and um, there's sex.... need I say more. Really, come on!
Thumbs Up! for sure.
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Rest of Authors dS Stories, have yet to even glance over stories, I will do that later... I'm tired. But here they are, more fiction for mass consumption.
Author:
Fic:What not to do at a home show
Stats:
Site:
Why I Like It:
Author:
Fic: Ray loves hockey day in Canada
Stats:
Site:
Why I Like It:
Author:
Fic:Smile For the Camera Fraser
Stats:
Site:
Why I Like It:
Author:
Fic: Not like Anyother Night
Stats:
Site:
Why I Like It:
Author:
Fic: Three Weeks
Stats:
Site:
Why I Like It:
Author:
Fic:Cupid’s Modern-Day Tale
Stats: pg-13, f/k, cupid, hercules/?
Site:
Why I Like It:
Read this bad boy in the shower. Yes, I do read in the shower, considering I spend alot of time in there. I have no shame.
Cute, funny, and I just love the whole Greek thing. Nice little fic.
Go! And! read! (just a suggestion)
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I believe i got them all... oh well.
- Mood:
crappy
For your convenience
I have tagged each post with the usual tags that are used in a fanfiction community. Tags are known, so I shouldn't have to go into them that indepthed.
But for people who may not know, and because I want people to be able to access stories at their leisure: They are found on the left hand side of the page under my links...
I have tagged depending on elements in stories... So every, post-cot, is tagged, AU, and so on.
I will try not to miss tags... but I'm human and not machine, as i have whished for since I was little girl every Christmas.
NOTE:
I have begun to alphabatize my recs. You will notice amongt the microscopic tags, there are, A's, S's, and so on. At the top of every Rec there is the letter that it will be tagged under, due to the Author's name, or last name if applicable.
You should be able to search like in an archive for authors. ex. M= Kellie Matthews, Mazeppa... other M's.
If you are looking for a story and only know the persons first name, and it is further in the future, and I actually have that many reccs (hopefully), then i suggest looking either to the,
The Due South Fiction Archive Search Engine
DueSlash
For the first two you can search full names.
or, dsFicFinder, people help you find fics.
NON COm
Yes, I will off and on rec, non due south, stories. I read nothing but due south, but there are stories that deserve a rec, because they are so fantastic and pornographic that the degree of sex makes me need to rec them. Oh, i have read some that have brough a tear to my eye.
I would suggest reading these because as I said. if im reccing them they include many elements of sex, and usually torture... beautiful.
I have decided to have this Recs, because I have read so many dS stories that I need help.
I love so many stories and have always wanted to have a whicked rec list and so I have started dS Recs (original)...
My long term goal is to have my own achive, where I can catalog every story so none will be lost (like a certain page of gold, by a certain author who decided to yank their page, and steal away a scrap of my obsession from me. ahm), although that takes alot of time and dedication and I will have to see about that one.
For now I will be reccing here until my good friend Bekah, and non-sexual life long partner, much like Jay and silent BoB, gets me a new site.
How I Gage a stories Length: I have pretty much printed every story that I have read and liked. That is alot of stories, and paper... you know that spot in the rainforest were that endangered breed of tiger lived and died, yea well I printed that away on gay stories! I can usually tell by the size of the page scroll how many pages a story is. I know, your envious right.. sure.
My RAITINg SYSTEM:
!GOLDSTAR! : Generally means that I have dedicated portions of my life to your story. or just is dear to my heart.
The --THUMBS UP-- as I said, I like so many stories, and many of them I give a thumbs up, so that generally means that I would obsessivly read... the story.
Although, I will rec stories that may not include a Thumbs Up. This does not mean that I do not like your story, or the story. No one wants to feel dissed, or insulted in the fandom. This a beautiful community and every story is a piece of gold in it's own right. Just cause I don't Thumbs Up it(as I would say, because there is no way that i could not, dislike a story) does not mean that you do not rock and make me weap at night for another reality. I just don't feel that connection, personally, in my heart, like a secret lover who is made of paper and ink...
Discovering fiction is much like exsploring the sea, there's a new discovery around every corner... or reef.
Thank You Visiting my journal, and I hope that I will have a positive effect on the thing that brings me the most pleasure. FILTHY PORN MWAHAHAHA! and dS.
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Author: Robin Serrano
Fic: In Me
Stats: NC-17, F/K, PWP( PLOTWHATPLOT) 4pgs perhaps. One of the first fics I ever printed. Great.
Site: dueslash Author's seach page. (NOTE: dueslash.com is very impotant, please cherish it as I do, -lest we forget.)
Why I Like It:
Ray must make an important decision while in the midst of sweet, sweet, sex with Fraser. Very *Hot* and makes you wish you were standing in the closet, so you could watch.... while they have their little moment.
With the title, In Me, that should give you an idea of what your getting yourself into... although its short so, don't hesistate, Just REad.
Thumbs Up. Go read it, love it, fantasize about it, draw a picture of it, and then post it on your live journal, so then we can all pretend that its real.
--Oh wait it's not real! *REALITY CRUMBLING*
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Author: Robin Serrano
Fic: Sunshine and Shadows
Stats: G, F/K, MARY JANE, 5pgs, (drugs-- Tag), and cornchips.
Why I Like It:
It's a fun little fic, someone gets high and munches out, and then a revelation is said... Short, no sweat off your.. eyes, take the plunge.
Thumbs Up. just because marijuwana is involved. what can I say, I like the green...
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Fic:As the Stomach Churns
Stats:G, angst, ficklet
Why I Like It:
Speaks to my soul!!! Jk.
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I will rec all stories if there are a few, why not.
- Location:hell
- Mood:
thirsty - Music:Ben Folds Five
Oh boy! That was one crazy weekend. Heres some more recs--
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Author: Kellie Matthews, AuKestrel
Fic: Wide Open Space
Stats: NC-17(oh yes), 50 pages exactly, AU. Getting Married in Buffalo Jump and Paris or SomewhereXover, ChristyMahon/AlexBresnyachuk, pink lemonade, and farming.
Site: http://kellie.mrks.org/
Why I like it:
What to say... what to say...
There's a time in every smut lovers life when they're afraid they've read it all, tasted every delicious fruit in the fandom... Whats left? God I have a problem... Thoughts along those lines... BUT, then One night at 3 in the morning -- *bam* You click on the crossever section in ol Kellie Matthews Den of Gold, and your set like a junkie with their next fix. Then you OD>
This story is like pure white China: deadly and addictive.
--So first you got Alex Bresnychuk, lonley farmer, *HOT* ineed of some help, then comes Christy Mahon, drifter, young- equally as hot, and totally unaware of the delicious mix he just stepped into. One word: Sex. and perfection, so two words. Perfect sex, perfect scenarios, perfect atmosphere, perfect characters, and the best damn breakfast I have ever read in my life.
Kellie Matthews, and Aukestrel, two accomplished writes in their own right, bring us a story that simmers along your skin, like the hot, and steamy Albera days that they portray. The characters are as well rounded and built as Alex's ass, and leave you feeling like you just plunged into a tangiable, and dripping wet (mmm) world that will always be waiting between the pages of Wide Open Space.
!GOLDSTAR!
Thumbs Up: What's more to say So read, (obviously) Zine Quality, beautiful research.
Taged under (M) for Matthew, Aukestrel has a password site, and I think of this story as being from Kellies site, so there ya go.
- Location:hell
- Music:Ben Fold's Five -
Alright, so I changed my text colour, because apparently it is invisiable if you view the recs on a journal that isn't black... who woulda thought? I tried many combos and I think i like the green and purple the best (ahm gay), but if its really annoying and your eyes are melting everytime you visit, then tell me... i think I might change it, but i like the skulls... Isn't it fun reading my thoughts.
Peace--
- Location:my comp
- Mood:
creative - Music:ben folds - the frown song
